? "I’m no longer a slave to fear... You split the sea so I could walk right through it All my fears were drowned in perfect love” ? This song has been on repeat several times lately — it’s one of my favorites. But am I truly no longer a slave to fear? I don’t know...
The Modesty Files: A New Podcast on Toxic Fundamentalism
I woke up just a touch nervous today. This morning a podcast episode has been released where I talk quite frankly about the messy details of my trauma story. A few months ago I received an email from a group of three sisters who run a new podcast called The Modesty...
The God Who Rescues
"He will rescue the poor when they cry to Him; He will help the oppressed, who have no one to defend them. He feels pity for the week and the needy, and He will rescue them. He will redeem them from oppression and violence, for their lives are precious to him." —Psalm...
Happy Six-Months, My Love!
Happy sixth month anniversary to the love of my life!! I never dreamed marriage could be so sweet, but I guess that‘s what happens when you marry your best friend. ? I’ve absolutely loved our continued traditions of four-hour long coffee dates, spontaneous...
Justice At Last — Finding Freedom in Divorce
We’ve been preparing for the today for months. Actually, 40 years is probably more accurate. And finally, it is finished. After abandoning my mother six years ago and leaving her financially destitute, bruised, and broken, my father finally decided to file for divorce...
Triggers are Our Teachers
"Triggers are our teachers." ~ Dr. Nicole LePera A Gentle Parenting Blog that I follow on FB (Flourishing Home's and Families — check them out!!) shared this quote today. I instantly thought, "Wow, this is SO true!" My husband, Joshua, and I were in our counselors...
The Body Holds Trauma
The body holds trauma. This past week I’ve dealt with an unexpected flare up of my chronic illness. I’ve also dealt with a frightening stream of relentless nightmares and last night a rare panic attack appeared out of no where. After the panic attack told my husband I...
I Am No Longer Praying For Healing
In the last two months I have made a large shift in my belief system. I am no longer going to pray for God to heal me of my chronic illness. You may have noticed I’ve been very quiet lately. Almost immediately after my marriage in March, my health took another drastic...
When Suffering Feels Too Great
The last few months have been some of the most trying times I think this country has endured in decades. Unspeakable pain and heartache has flooded into countless lives and hardly anyone has escaped the devastation. As I read my Bible this morning this passage stuck...
New Medical Crisis
Last Friday the pain I’d been enduring for many months suddenly grew unbearable. I canceled my nanny jobs for this week and prayed that a week in bed would calm down the Crohn’s flare I’d been fighting for nearly two years now. By Wednesday night, however, I was...